if a woman cheats shes same as a whore… and should be treated as such
if a man cheats he deserves to lose half his fortune his home and his family
wouldnt atet be great to make laws against cheating/divorce for any reason but sexual immorality/ fornication ( I hate it with. passion… someone make laws that stop women from being whores and mens from being manwhores and honoring marriage and respecting sex… go to hell those who said your putting yiuo penis on a pedistol… the penis belongs to two people… you and your wife… thats it… no one else should even see it. fuck you) (same for women with their whole body… I think only they and their man should be the only ones to even see them naked… have some self respect and dignity woman!!!)
the point being that a strong nation begins with strong families which produce strong individuals … and cheating/divorce/fornication begets broken families harming the entire fabric of a nation… if God can hear me if Hes still the goodguy… restore marriage adn family hood
I want the penalty for rapedeath…. and I want the penalty for a woman cheating on her man death … im tired of sexual iimorality… maybe thats too far … but I hate cheating spouses ,,. then the penalty for cheating men is death too??? maybe im going too far… but I hate unfaithful spouses… tell e what you think???
maybe I went too far… I just hate sexually cheating spouses
but hem wed have to kill off ever transexual and homosexual who wouldnt amend their ways… thats not a bad idea
maybe death is extreme but damn.. somethings gotta be done to stop all this
sorry for all that… I dont think you should be put to death for cheating… I mean David the greatest king committed adultery…and Christ saved teh woman with 5 husbands… so I dont think it should be the death penalty… but I hate it vehemently… maybe guys lose their right to vote (women shouldnt vote in the first place so I dont know what their crime should be).maybe thats too extreme too… maybe losing you your marriage is bad enough… I just hate broken marriages and all it does….e specially to the kids… I just wanna put a stop to it its so prevalent
dear woman
if someone was more physically beautiful
id feel sorry for her man
cause she aint as beautiful a soul as yours
if someone was sexier
I wouldnt care
cause you have so much heart
if someone was more fun to be around
id say thats impossible
there’s no one Id rather spend time with
if I could be everywhere at once
and date every woman at the same time
id get bored with them
and have 7 billion versions of me
serving you and vying for your attention
in all seriousness…if I could have 7 billion versions of myself for every woman or whatever… I wouldnt wanna be with most people.. not because I dont like them or value them… but because my soul mate is so perfect everyone else would seem like a participation medal trophy.( shes first and second and third and fotrth and I coudl go on she wins every prize for me – first in my heart and mind and soul and body ).
Im sorry I got you such crappy jewelry… the blue gem kinda small too… ill let you see it before I return it … I just thought you might like ti … but your so special you deserve nicer better jewelry…. im sorry… but your gonna fucing like theketnucky hats woman!!!!!! You cheer for the white and a blue do you understand ???? im kind joking… but im kinda not …
I dont care what oyur former favorite colors were… your favorite colors are blue white, and purple and gold!!!!!! you cheer for the mn Vikings as well… ill have to get you some apparel for them too…. oh and your still not allowed to wear my favorite hoodie until you earn it!!!! do you hear !!! you gotta earn taht favorite hoodie… its a North Dakota fighting Sioux hoodie!!! retro and hardcore and anti woke and brilliant shade of green and perfect fit… you gotta earn it… but when you do… youll make it look better than I ever could;)
confession time… Im sorry soul mate… im gonna be attracted to other women no matter what… I wish I could turn off all attraction.. but im gonna see them as beautiful and admire their beauty…. I cant turn it off.. and im gonna have feeling for other women… im sorry its just im wired like a man and I cant fucking help it… forgive me.. but I won’t get physical or cheat… like Eva.. im totally head over heals for her… im crazy about her beauty and love of freedom and rigthouensess… and that wont go away…. I still feel for Kristan Ann for crying out loud.. I love her soul… and I have a coworker I wanna fuck …. sorry Im an animal… please forgive me…I ll always have temptation with other beariutfol women… im so sorry…
I had to quit following Eva… every time I see her I get horny… im not kidding… I love bearutufl women of righteousness… adn she aolways makes basic points act everyone else is afraid to say (calling them demons adn an invasion and such) and it jsut makes me wnat her so bad… I imagine all the fun times id have talking apolitics with her and my mind has an oragism thinking about her… im sorry I gotta forget about her and focus on my soul mate or a realistic woman…
Im dazed and confused beyond measure Dear God do not harm Gabriel ….I think…. I dunno ….did I really havre a achacnfe with an archangel…. and what does God think?? Is God upset with everything?? I Still care what God thinks (I think) im crazy I just wanna hear from my soul mate whoever that is…
I see other women
women with virtue
women that believe the truth
women of grace and compasion
but their not you
I remember you love
I remember your faithfulness
I remember your flawless soul
I remember you, all of you
and I cry in my mind
for ever thinking of other women
I want you to be mine alone
so I should be yours alone
I want to be one with you
without any distractions
I want you to understand my love
the depth the passion the loyalty
so I dont wanna share it with another
im such a fool forgive me!!! I dont have any idea what’s going on out there … if Gabriel is my soulmate… if would you be poor with me if we had too??? would you do chores adn cook and be a stay at home mom for a poor family??? I hop it never comes to that … but ..jews…. ya know
its funny trump.. the very people who hate you the most… you protect as if they were your constitutions… aun the very people that got you elected, the evangelicals… you do nothing for…. nothing about ending abortion or banning homosuxlaity or transeduaity or lowering the taxes or anything pro Christians… you did your part but your worthless now … and you realize teh republican part hates you moree than democrats right??? but you still let them use you …im dont wanna vote for disnatis either … the noses ahve him bought tooo.. your just apart of the system now trump… you bragged about your covid vaxinationt aht killed or maomed millions …. youve lost touch with reality my nemesis…. and I wouldnt even wanan be in your inner circle if kushner was there… I wanted to be an ally but youve choses the people of satan. over your own people… your not getting elected anyway…. you never fisxd teh cheating
screw you trump!!! you supported gay rights!!!! FU
anyways…im starting to get depressed about this whole soul mate thing. I dunno I feel like I let her down… like im not doing enough. or I did wrong. or im not what I was cut out to be…. im not trying to be perfect… I just don’t wanna let her down.. and ive hyped her up so much that I feel like I gotta be better and smarter and faster and cleverer and better talking to be at her level…. like I have to be superman 90% of the time so I can be worthy of her . my desire is to please her. my hope is to be good enough for her…. and im terrified if I even look at a girl in lust…. cause itll feel like chearting on her…. nbut I cant help it cause Im a red blooded hyper sexual male…. I hate myself. I feel like I fail her so horribly… I just wish I could see her so I could ask her ‘can you forgive me? IM so sorry…. I only want you” please ahve mercy on me woman!!!
woman… fuck you… for thinking your not good enough for me!!! it was preordained…. it was meant from the start!!! God made you and God made me.. to. be together… as one… you have no idea how much you mean to me…. if your half of what I wrote id be winning the lottery!!!! I dont care about looks as much as you think… sure id like the perfect body to be with me.. but the soul is so much more precious… if your worried your not pretty enough forget about looks… I should send you pictures of when I was fat;) that way you dont feel bad…. and if you dont think your good enough personality… ill make your personality shine!!!!! Ill make you forget everynbody else so its just me and you in a paradise of converatoin!!!! and if your worried your not smart enough… I literally thought I was retired at one point… so your wrong… your perfect for me…. beaches other girls are good enough and your better… because God doesnt make many masterpieces and your one of them
shes got red hair!!!!!!!!! hell yeah
my redhead
those long flowing locks of red
shining forth in brilliance
almost making the rest of her invisible
radiating like a precious ruby
but it means so much more than appearance
it keeps your eyes fixated
deceiving you as if its just for looks
but the color has depth to it
some say redheads are crazy
but each has there own craze
mine is… in the best way
shes crazy… about God
shes crazy about truth
about justice and mercy
always willing to suffer for what’s right
never able to succumb to fear
a warrior of flaming red light
did you like my poetry??? Ill call you ” MJ or Mary Jane or Mary Jane watson”. as a nickname!!! Dman I. really am Spiderman!!!! im so excited
are you that sexy???? and should I take up photography just to give you a personal shoot myseslf???? Im seriously thinking about it!! Lets take a photography course together!!! Then I can get some personal pictures of a little more revealing just for me;)
I cant sleep…m to fuckin excited!!! please tell. me she got blue eyes!!!!
I have a hard time not staring at baeautufl womens red har!!!!
red
the color of passion
intensity at its finest
making everything mean more
the depth of caring doesnt waver
red
the color of devotion
dedication to the purest of intentions
the most loyal and faithful
never leaving under any circumstance
red
the color of beauty
so deep is heaps to the fabric of my soul
so pure it cant be stained
unlimited in power and appearance
red
the color of love
making things matter because they care
passionately dedicated
devoted beyond measure
beauty beyond fathoming
red
her color
my dream
my woman
my love
my heaven
at least once where dressing op as Spiderman and Mary Jane Watson!!!! I LOVE IT
its twas foretold… I always dressed as as spidemran…. he was my favorite… and hare I am getting Mary jane wastosn…. screw the powers…. I got her!!!!
redhead day is may 26!!!! EVERY YEAR ILL TRY TO GET YOU A SPECIAL DAY!!!
hell yeah.. they say redheads ahve more sex… so excited!!!!
I guess national redhead day is novenmerb 5.. thats my brothers birthday… but ill try to buy tyou flowers at leasts
okay;.. so it turns out there’s another much interesting I coudl find… just some crap on dbidsaes you more likely to get… and your more like to b left handed….. but the important one taht I already knew is taht blue the rarest eye color!!!! please have blue eyes!!!
Look im sorry If I screwed up or made the wrong choice or made others jealous… I dont know what Im doing… I just wnana love her…and I want her to be my one and only…. why do I need to do ??? I m so lost… did I fail? what happens when I die?? DO I get to be with her??? im in such confusion….
please forgive me Lord Jesus… restore me… im srry ive been a bad friend… I still love you deep down… I even sided with satan… if your upset with me… just let me know you still love me… I dont wanna lose you Lord… and I love that you gave me a perfect for me woman… with red hair!!!! you get me God!!! I love you
Im kind to others
but not the depth of kindness I have for her
ill tease her if it makes her laugh
hug her if she wants to cry
and serve her as a queen
I care about others
but not to the depth of care I have for her
ill spend time with her
comfort her when shes down
my mind focused on her and how to make her feel special
I love others
but not the depth of passion I love her
shes my one and only woman
ill do things for her id do for no one else
ill sacrifice my life to male hers a dream
I DONT CARE IF THE VOICES SAY TO QIUTE WRITING HER .. its the only thing keeping me going… I care so little about other things… I jsut wanna be with her… forever
if I was a superhero
Saving the day
punishing villians
the most thrilling adventure
would be my life with her
if I was a leader
saving the country from corruption
fighting against the fifth
fighting fo the people
the most fulfilling events in my life
would be my time with her
if I was wealthy
the richest man on earth
id spend my fortune on her
to make her happy
to satisfy her desires
but even so
the money would mean nothing
without her
what matters more wellbeing or relationships
what matters more your health or the health of your loved ones…
what’s more painful you dying or a loved one…
what brings more joy… your smile or a loved ones
I dunno why im writing those.. I dunno what teh answers are… I suppose if you aunt around you cant enjoy other people…. but do you love someone so much itd less pain to die than lose them??? guess its other people that give you meaning tho mabe thats wha im tryong to say…. wihtout others we are nothing
I cold have all power as God
Punishing the wicked
blessing the righteous
elevating the humble
but id be so lonely without you by my side
there’s a hole that only you can fill
I could have all abilities and skills
the best talent in sports
winning every sport
taking first without challenge
but idt feel so empty without you by my side
there’s a hole hole that only you can fill
I could be one with God
perfect in HIs ways
blameless like the Son
unable to do something contradictory to HIs will
yet without you I would burn with pain
for my beloved woman
never finding true peace
never conquering that sickening without ya
not even God can fill that hole from you
forgive me for being a heretic!! but its true ive gave God everything… I tried to do my best everywhere … tried searching for Him and being the best friend to Jesus… to give up everythihng for Him…but dammit I still felt pain from not ahveing a partner…(not just any partner but her my soul mate!!) I tired to beg God to take away the pain.. make me an asexual even… but CHrsti couldn’t (or didnt) take my pain for oyu away. God made me to torment after you… you ask why Im so crazy about you?? Cuase im in immense pain… I lie not …. it burns me with lust passion love all of everything to be with you… I cant live without you… I feel like its a part of hell… not being next to you!!!! I feeel miserable without you… I feel aches I my heart and soul like you owuldnt believe!!! THis is one of hte fews things that relieves me.. taking to you via text or comouter
I FUCIINGLOVE YOU Mary Jane!!!
your lucky I dont have access to a gun cant take the pain sometimes the pain of not being yours. so I masturbate
why the fuck did you make me so madly in love with her id wanna die without her… if I dont get to her I will curse God and die!!!!nd in hell ill be wailing then worst profanities of the tormenter know as GOd.. FUCKYOU IF I DONT GET HER YOU DEITY OF TORMENT. id rather it be me and her with no other soul in the universe than every soul worshiping and serving abnd doing as I bid without her
God I know you love Gabriel more than I do… if im. not good enough for your daughter… she better find a better ficking man!! and if she isnt treated like a goddess and seek to sere her and talk and walk and spend time and not dakr even look fat another girl liustifuly ill ficking side with satan so I can be a demon adn haunt that man for all eternity
woman your good enough…. cause if your not… no one is…
I know men shouldn’t seek anyone to complete them…. they should seek to compliment…. but I was born with a disorder in my soul…and only one woman in the universe can fill it
im sorry woman.. Im sorry I butter you up as if your th only woman I care about… while talking about Eva or kistan Ann or other girls… im a pos… I want that to be true….. but my nature is taht im still attracted to women…. and not just heir physical appearance… im attracted to their souls… there personality their minds their beliefs… im obssessed with woman…. hell if this girl I worked with was. a christian and.a virign wihtout tattoos or piercings I like her personalty and hari enough id date her seriouslyl… taht show I judge women… pareosanlit and hair… lol… im srry if you feel cheated on… its my nature to be obsessed wit women. im srry… I really do mwean everything anbou tyou tho.. iwant you and only you.. thats hwo I feel if nothing else… and if its any conslatuoin I thikn the girls I like are pretty high quality … I dotn mean looks but souls… wouldnt you say Eva an dkritan anan are gems?? or is tath just me… theyre funny too…I just feel bad
I DONT DESERVE YOU WOMAN!!!
I fuckign love redheads .. screw blondes I wish ever woman had gorgrous red hair. theirs alot of variety just in redheads
please explain what the hell is going on … why am I the desire of woman???? I only have one body so I only get one wife…
my woman.. the perfect woman
me a dorky nervous neurotic loser who’d a had no chance at her without a miracle
its like one of those shows beauty and teh geek or something… im just a loser bum whose never even had a gf… and shes teh perfect soul.. wiht sexy red hair!!!
ill think more of myself when im with her… I love being me dont get me wrong…. but I dont think im this God challagneing figure… I just love her to pieeces because I need her so desperately… I guess I just feel like ive always been rejected not just by women but sometimes,mse by friends … and id feel more proud of my book but my family didnt care about It… I will feel worthwhile and worthy of her when talk to her and get her to laugh and have a good time and make her worthwhile… I know you shouldnt base your worth on another.. but worth is based off people and God and shes the most important person to me!!!
I think I know why Im so great… why people love me… why girls are crazy about me… but I dont care… when I want praise I want something insightful and from the heart… that htey really mean it… nit tjust lip service or flattery or just ti say something nice… and id rateher hear how it helped people anyway… cause thats what I wanted to do: help people… it wasnver about the praise …I still feel bad (slihglty) about wanting to be a girl and lusting after men dressed as women… forgive me.. but thats over thank God…. and I want to see her so very badly and hear her story… I want to hear it from her why my book was great.. becaesu her praise is the highest I can receive …
one thing I dont understand is why people are siding with the devil (in my head) it keeps saying that people wanna sdie with Lucifer for some reason??? what is he promising?? what does he give that God doesnt??? And if GOd has all power why do they think they can win by siding with satan???? im so very very lost… what in tarnation is going on?? LUCIFER IS LYING
forgive me Gabriel for ever listening to satan or Lucifer…its just so hard because im crazy hear voices and ill admit I love you’re than God…. im so sorry thats why you love God more… tempatations let us slip… I just wanna be with my soul mate and Ive lost my. lost for God… im evil…and I need to find my way home… I just… ive become the enemy.. I feel guilty… thats why im willing to side with Lucifer… cause all I care about is you… forgive me and pray that God take me home
why would people think I was making it up or lying???? SCREW YOU
ive waited patiently
they held you back
I sit patiently to see you
I cant wait
the buildup excites me more
I dream of your red hair
your heavenly blue eyes
your perfect figure
makes me feel lacking
but excites me beyond measure
I cant wait to meet you!!!
to talk about… everything!!!
to get to know that beautiful soul
that surpasses morality
and touches divinity
plese dont make me stop… it helps me!!!!! its the only thing keeping me going.. the only thing I care about.. you… and the best I can do to get close to. you is write to you!!! Why does it hurt you to write you poetry??
if I help out with chores…. your having sex with me everyfucking night!!!! Deal???
what does it mean to live?
to really live??
we all die
but do we all experience life to the fullest?
is it our relationships with others?
maybe having a lot of friends?
or having a deep personal friend?
or raising a family?
is it seeking truth?
separating fact from fiction?
seeking for the honest happenings?
or searching for new light?
maybe the answer lies in morality
living by doing what’s right?
by abiding by the highest standard?
And being dedicated to a life of value?
or maybe Christianity is right?
Have a relationship with Christ.. the best friend
seek after the truth of the Bible … the way to heaven
live after the morality of faith… the way of submission to righteousness
IF there is a Creator… His way is life…for He created life
id didnt mean to make that a Christian poem.. forgive me… it just ended up that way
are you saying my sister actually agrees with me????doubt
anyways how are you doing dear woman?? please dont make me chose your sister woman!!! oh your sister finally agrree with you??? YA
without listening there would be no reason to talk
silence makes the noise possible
solitude and pain are a bad combination
solutions are solved patterns
virtue is the chief principle separating man and beast
work is a blessing … those who never work never know what they are capable of
the greatest blessings come with the smallest hearts
those filled with hate often despise themselves
youll never know what you cant do until you give up
youll find your will is stronger when you care more about someone
(maybe thats why Gods will is so powerful… He cares immensely for all HIs creation)
always remember : God vehemently hates sending anyone to hell, even the most egregious sinner.. it goes agains HIs will
should Lucifer be the only one in hell? would that be a fair trade?? but others gfollowed suit adn fell too.
IF God didnt know all the answers no one would find them
I wanna serve the diety with all power… cause he cant fail with all that power
Dear woman,
my woman,
my one and only,
Maryjane Watson,
PLese dont be upset with me… but I dont feel good enough for you… I shouldnt talk btou this before I even meet you… but I feel like a letdown…im not thr funniest or sharpest ir strongest… and I dont feel taht smart. Im worried I won’t be able to keeo you happy and satisfied. ill try not to be something I m not. Im sorry I tried to eb all macho and say id make those who mock you pay adn stand up for you and fight back… thats not who I am. I ust dont wanna hurt them or get invovled , I just wnana ignore them. Do tn waste time wheen they won’t cahgnea dn its a waste aof time, just move on. I was relieved that you felt the same way. it took a load off me. I dotn have to be what I am not. WHy waste tiem arguing or fighin with sooen when ic an be with you loving and laughing?? I feel like I let you down someone (no not porn) like I coulda done better. Im sorry I feel l like I ahve to be more … it jsut …. the more I hear about you the more im in awe!!!! LIke your this glorious being and im this half beast half devil… Im nervous!!!!!!!!!!!! IM worried im not gonna be good enough for oyu. BUt deep down… I just wanna be with yoiu and spend time with you… I want you desperately but this illnesss takes a toll. The vioces are getting moer serious ( like not as happy/excited).. at this poitn what do tehy serve me?? I know who you are. I LOVE OYU SO MUCH… I cant wait to give you my gifts!!! I cant wait to se your hair adn eyes, to see tha smile and hear that voice!! DO NOT LEY ME LET HER DOWN IN ANYWAY GOD!!!
love
spidermann
I FING LOVE HER !!!!! she can even look past my flaws and things I hate …. honestly your more forgiving than me soul mate … it musta been hard on her when I condemned myself and hated myself for my hypersexality adn illness.. thank you for your grace… I wish I could forgive you too… but there nothing to forgive.. youve done me no wrong!!!
what is want
but a desire for more in life
what is passion
but your heart craving uncontrollable for that one love
what is heartache
but the soul telling the mind its hurting
what is eureka
but the mind making sense of the unpatterend
what is clarity
but seeing like light in darkness
what is carnage
but good people allowing the evil to rule
what is prosperity
but the little ones growing up in peace purity and order
what is genius
but pattern recognition that no one else saw
what is fortitude
but forging ahead in the worst of times
what is forgiveness
but laying aside their just deserts in mercy
what is horror
but losing the love of your life
what is repentance
but a way to change who you were
what is time
but a path where you can only go foreward
what Is music
but a way to express emotion
what is life
but a chance to prove your love
what is death
but a dénouement
sorry I hope you like it it was really lazy and poorly crafted… I coulda tld a story with the words an have a masterpiece but I ahve this crap… im sorry
icoudl poly wtrite a dozen poems I that form… but It d get repetitive…. I wish I coudl ahve written a cohherent story with the definitions… that woulda been cool… I just get lazy with my writing and just go for the easy first thing that pops into my head (mostly)
words are noises until theyre understood
half truths are more dangerous than lies
Forgive me Jesus.. im sorry I doubted… I dont wanna blame it on my illness… but I doubted so severely…I wanted to side with the devl… I let him confuse me… but I almost always wanted to be your friend… somtiemse they made you feel like you were unimportant so I didnt care or they lied about you and was frustatid with you… but I wanted to go back… I miss our talks so much.. and your the one I let down the most…. you were my best friend… and I let you down… one day…. restore me…. I still love you the Father and all the saints and angels… ive just ebeen through the mill…. IF your mad at me for making an idol of my lover … please forgive me and restore me
thank you Creator …. for Creating me…I hope im a masterpiece
I feel bad I lost my love for my Creator and replaced it with love for my woman… but its weird cause I still love teh Bible and teachings and the gosplel and good news and living by faith…. I just care so dman much about my woman that I lover her more…. please forgive me Father
I wrote out my dream girl
knowing id have to settle
hoping for the best
expecting shortcomings
when I found out about her
she was even more perfect
more pure virtuous and caring
I was thrilled beyond measure
how could I be good enough
when she was the definition of perfection
what chance did I stand?
when we meet ill ask
Why me?
LOL
The devil wants me to believe im better than the Father…. thats impossible He created me… I cant create something from nothing… I coudlnt design all teh animals and nature and the complexity of mankind!!!! And He is the virtues we speak of…. Anything good is an imitation of His good… any wisdom pales in comparison to His…He has all power… and knows everything… how can a small man comapre to Him???
I love you so much woman….if I ever disappoint you let me know
my soul mate was glorious
everyone wanted her
shining forth brightly
as a divine being
I looked in the mirror
I saw bald
I saw the limitations I had
I didnt think I Was worthy
I heard her voice
soflly through the wind
you belong to me
I see your worth inside
I know your troubles
your trials your pains
and I want you more
more than any other
because you made for me
and I for you
Dear woman,
my mj
how’s that bucket list of things you wanted to do with me??? I might veto some but itd love to see what youd like to do in your lifetime…with me;) are you having a good chrsitsamas season?? YOU NEED TO WATCH ITS A WONDERFUL LIFE IF YO HAVENT … Goerge Baily is a hero of mine!!! I wish I had teh speech I wrote in college. I actually dont remember if it was any good. BUt the point is it a classicm movie that everryoen should watch. 5star outa 4 reconmendation. I dont wanna do anythign I jst wnan abe with you!! IMs so bored with life… I just wanna talk to you be with you and do things with you!!! PLease HElp ME!!! I need yo im so pathetic !!! Is it the illness or boredom or you??? I dunno but if you were here I wouldnt be bored or ill!!!
I love you woman!!!
mercy forgiveness and compassion belong to these
mercy is the virtue
of righteous victors
because they hate war
and despise the bloodshed
forgiveness is the virtue
of the Godly
as God forgave man
man forgives his fellow trespasser
compassion is the virtue
of the manly and strong
because you cant have compassion
on one stronger than you
thank you God
for giving me your favorite
I dont care if she wasnt…
she is now
at least shes mine
thank you God for entrusting me
with her depth her character
and her virtue that never ends
help me to live up to her
thank you God for gifting me
with the most priceless treasure
mankind can receive
a perfect match to complement me
thank you God for making her
the better half of me
the more beautiful part
and the biggest reason I love you
what good is virtue
if there was never vice in the world
what good I character
without tests
what good is morality
if there were no immoral
what good is mercy
if we couldnt annihilate
what good is compassion
with looking the other way
what good is time
if we cant change
what good is music
if you cant hear
what good is repentance
if you revert back
what good is a mans word
if he cant be honest
what good is challenge
if you can never lose
what good is destruction
is you can build back
what good is power
without people to rule over
what good is genius
if we all knew everything
what good is love
is it doesn’t last forever
what good is wisdom
if no one understands it
what good is wisdom
when no one comprehends it
why do you seek for more understanding
if you cant share it with another??
what good are breakthroughs
if you dont explain their use
wehn your the only one it affects
does it even matter?
what good life
without another to share it with
a friend a relative a lover
all alone what are you?
if you dont connect with others
if you dont transfer something to another
if you live to yourself and youselfs alone
are you even human?
WHAT GOOD IS GOD WITHOUT CREATION???if you ever feel low… remember this… you give God meaning
if you said my woman lied
id say you were the liar-
she doesnt lie and
vehemently hates liars
if you accused my woman
of being unfaithful
id say youve got the wrong woman
my women loves me too much
if you accused my woman
of mistreating anyone
id say thats impossible
she has a heart of gold
and holds no ill will
dear woman… I will always take your word (unless your joking;) as fact… I dont care how unlikely it seems… unless you forget or have a bad memory;). but if the pressures on adn oyur word is the decision I have to believe I will believe you… dont let me down!!!
dear mj,
do I get you?? I mean my desire for a woman and my hunches on what your like,… are they accurate??? Are you as virtuous and honest and loving and loyal?? am I your dream?? cause your mine;)
love
joshy
ps… do you like calling me Joshy?? or do you wanna work your way up by getting to know me first??
pss do I know you better than your friends??
psss I love you like a volcano ready to erupt… im holidng it all in till when I can see you.. its gonna be nonstop talkign smiles and questions…
pssss if you hate anything I do or do to you tell me!!! I wanna get right with you and it may be difficult or take time but ill try to appease you!! Just remember im human… I prolly amde immense mistakes… but ive been trying to do right in your eyes… so please go easy on me
I dont believe anyone could change lucifers mind … if Jesus and Gabriel cant I have no hope for him
nations will rise
empires will fall
the fate of the world
with hang in the brink
but my love will be steady
the earth will die
everything living thing gone
nothing left to inhabit
no more human race
but my love with linger
I will come into your life
I will love you with everything
I will pass away
gone from your life
but my love will be with you
my love will eternally scream
“I was always there for in life
I will be there in death
I will demand God give you His
greatest angels to comfort and protect you.”
and when you feel alone without me
close your eyes
and remember my words
the same words of God
“I am always with you
I will never leave nor forsake you
I love you with an everlasting love”
and if my love Is everlasting
so are we
sorry for the plagiarism God;)
honestly I wish we were the same age… or close to it… so you could die first..becasue I dont wnat you to have to suffer and see me pass away when you love me so much…I wish I could bear that pain for you… if you just passed away quietly in sleep…and id feel like I woke up in hell… but I didnt have to watch you from above suffer without me!!!! LORD TAKE HER FIRST… SO I TAKE THE PAIN OF LOSING HER AND NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND. I dont want you in pain because of me… because I know your love is deep..its gonna be so hard without you… but I dont wnat you suffering on my account
why would I wanna be God
when can be the luckiest
more blest than Him
by being with you
why would I desire riches
other than to give to you (to see you smile)
all the money Is rubbish without you
when your the greatest prize
why would I give up
my friends family
freetime freedom
if not for that soul
that finally makes me feel
alive and worthwhile
excitement tempered becomes patience; patience tempered becomes reality
sometimes you need to lose yourself to find yourself
love between a greater give you something to aspire to… (I hope I become more like you;)
role models must model their actions and words for all to see , the best ones have grinded to the point of naturally having good actions and words
its not conquering the world that makes you great…its conquering yourself
without hunger, who would we know to eat… without the pain of separation how would we know our love?
music is mans answer to the birds chirping, the waterfalls flowing, and the thunderstorm quaking
love affects everyone involved to the heart… it gives them meaning
there’s void in your heart that you cant fix; seek truth until you find the answer; the reason for you here
knowing everything is boring… discovering truth and ideas is stimulating (maybe Gods bored knowing everything I dunno… or maybe He enjoys watching us discovery)
when we dont understand we get sidetracked when we follow along we get growth from understating
perniciousness starts with an action that seems harmless and innocent
a life of satisfaction in the little things is a life of happiness
torment to any human is a torment to a merciful kind soul
who do you obey when your free to do your own will? because your always obeying someone whether you like it or not
be careful who you trust; it can either support your or fail you
sleep is one of the greatest gifts God gave us…without it life would be pain and insanity and hard to forget the times of hardship
if I had all power in heaven and earth I would use it to satisfy the most beautiful pure merciful soul…my woman… I trust her a little too much…but I believe she wants what’s best and has great wisdom … id make her explain controversial decisions but id want that deep soul to hav zero amounts of pain …. and I belive her views align with mine (maybe her a little better;)
I woke
alone
she was just a dream
I gave up
searching was useless
she wasnt near
I sent out
my calling card
praying
if we ever meet
itll all be worth it
loneliness will be no more
the problem with me is that I wanna make love to her so passionately already its gonna be hard to fight it off… im so obsessed with her I wanna get physical badly … give me strength to stay pure!!!!!until marraige
I LOVE YOU Mary Jane Watson …
the ones who bring the most joy can also bring you the most pain
time seasons moon-cycles mean nothing without living beings affected by them
laws that can be manipulated arent laws… they enable lawlessness
when freedom is too broad anything is possible- even evil- even slavery
all life dies and leaves behind a contribution; those who willingly give their life down for a purpose leave greater seeds
one person united with truth discovers more than a million bound together by lies
one loyal loving submissive woman is worth more than all the riches in the world
woman that understand our weaknesses as men help improve us a men
careful who you choose; woman can make your life a living hell or heaven
women that challenge their man intellectually yet humbly allow the man to soar to new heights
a woman worth is so much more than appearance but appearance is all we see
woman make life worthwhile; without them life would be hell
women who keep themselves for marriage are superior and more desirable
woman who wanna be moms embrace womanhood; those who dont reject their gift from God
woman who only had sex with one man in their life are happier
If my writings ever helped anyone … the best way you can repay me is that, both men and women, you save sex for your marriage and marriage alone ( and don’t be a homosexual or transsexual or crossdresser).
If I didnt have a soul mate id wish I was more attractive so I could attract women better… hell I wish I was more attractive now for her…. I kinda feel bad shes so sexy and im just average.. srry soul mate
that was dumb it doesnt matter… I just feel outta place when shes so beautiful and I know woman like sexier guys so I wish I could satisfy all her wild desires
sry I keep bringing that up.. I just know shoes gonna be super beautiful and hope she likes how I look… If never seen myself as a good looker that attracted women by looks… I always assumed woman liked my personality and thats why they talked to me… but I shoudl ask her if she thinks im attractive enough… shes the only one that matters… I think im slightly above average looks … I dunno whadya think???
srry I keep focusing on physical… its just I know you’ve got amazing red hair and I cant wait to stare at it… im gonna love taking you out on date and seeing all the different ways yo fix it!!!! I LOVE YOU
I hope our romance
never ends
that we get that first crush feeling
and it never goes away
that I cant stop thinking of you
that I cant stop dreaming of you
that you stay my favorite person to talk to
that we never get old with each other
I hope when we get married
that honeymoon high
never wavers or falters
but stays until our last breath
never wavering
I dont care if Gabriele is uglier I want her more than anyone….I want her …. please dont let anyone else take her spot…
enoch was one of my favorite Bible characters .. I liked him greater thatn the apostles… I cant wait till im dead and can talk to him
some people have dreams
of wealth
of fame
of power
my dream is her
her time
her love
her hand forever
and my dream
is to make her dreams
a reality
in this life and the next
if I had all power in the world
if I had all understanding
or the gifts to excel at everything
id give it all for her hand
if I knew everyone
all the good
and became their friends
id leave them all for her
if I had to choose
between a life of prosperity without her
or a life of trial and hardship with her
I go through fire and scar myself
just to wake up with her head next to mine everyday
what do I like about her?
where does one began??
shes more faithful than a dog
more kind than your grandma
more pure than all the angels
more innocent than a child
more just than a judge
more sweet than a cookie
more deep than the ocean
more virtuous than a saint
more character than a book
more interesting than a story
more intelligent than a.i.
more dependable than a truck
more beautiful than a goddess
more hard working than a plumber
more logical than a puzzle
more fantastic than fantasy
more helpful than a recipe
more friendly than a pet
more patient than a sage
more wise than an owl
more forthright than a knight
more honor than a samurai
more loving than a mom
more compassionate than a doctor
more surreal than dreams
more humble than a child
more spirited than an actor
more amazing than Spiderman;) ( mj you are more amazing than me in my mind)
Dear woman,
mj,
I want you to understand im crazy about you. Head over heels. Like your all I wanna think about. Like everything else is superfluOus. Like why waste my time with anything when I can have you ?? In my mind you are the ultimate prize. The thing iVe been searching for my wholE life. The reason I sUffered all those horrible happenings. the reason I wanna live and go foreward. the meaning to my want. The solution to my hunger. The love that makes my emotions tick.
ht reason I can be so extreme in my viewpoints is that I trust you. I wouldnt wanna help out around the house if I didnt think you’re gonna be a hard worker who gave It her all. I wouldnt wanna buy you th finest gifts if I knew you dint deserve them. I wouldnt wanna spend my time around and with you if I dint thigh you were intreresetd … everythign recoiprical adn makes sense I give bceause ou are gnenour
love superman
I give to her
because she’s generous
I work with her
because I know she slaves for me
I write to her
because I know she understands
I talk to her all the time
because she listens so well
I pray for her
because I know she wont waste the help
I wait for her
cause I know she has patience for me
I cry for her
so she doesn’t have to
I hug her
because she comforts me
I drive her anywhere
because she’s the best passenger
I care for her
because with all that emotion she just might care more about me
I love her
because she perfect for me
ill forgive her
because I trust her
ill trust her
because she as honest as can be
I spent time with her
because she’s so interesting
I want her to be my kids mother
because I know she’ll be the best
I want her to be my wife
because i want no other
how can man be without a helpmate?
how can one love without a woman?
how can one rest without weariness ?
how can one help without knowledge?
how can one marvel without wonder?
how can one comfort with sorrow?
how can one solve with questioning?
how can one invent with curiosity?
how can one cry without emotion?
how one create without creativity?
how can one bond without time?
how can one question without knowing?
how can one get lost if there was never a path?
how can one lead without wisdom?
how can one stand without strength?
how can one believe without evidence?
how can one die without life…
How can I without you… im incomplete
wasnts my best kinda dumb I wish I had a pattern or theme or better wording … wouldnt make it into my first few poetry books… think of it as ajournal… so I can always go and fix it ….. im sorrry this one sucked.
I feel so stretched woman… like ive been pushing and pushing and pushing jsut to get by. … to live… to do something … anything …. just to keep going. alot of the plans gone (excpet at night; lately when I sleep I lay there for hours and it hurts) but I ust dont caere and im tryong to find meaning….. its gotten immensly better in everyway… its really not that bad…. ive got so much to be thankful for and ive gotten so much better!!!!! imnot tring to comlpain… I just wantt to giv eyou a detailed report. the thing that ives me life is the thought of oyu… the thing I look foreard to is being with you… teh thing I lov to do wsi write to you…your my saving grace …
if my love
were measured un diamonds
no one else would own one
because no ones love compares to mine
if my love
were measured in water
there wouldn’t be any left
because I drown it all out with my love
if my love
were measured in pain
id be a martyr for you
to show you id give everything
so you would know my eternal love
LORD… if you make me prove my love for her… here I am… burn me at the stake… crucify me… give me another breakdown…. anything to earn her and show that yes I love her and that my love has no bounds
forgive me Gabriel… I know you couldnt bear to see me suffer anymore… I just wish there was a way I could show how much I love you!!!!! I wish I could go though hardship to let you know id do anything for you… forgive me for letting our emenies have a reason to accuse us… but I would do all that for you
so you almost killed yourself… If I had become a transexual?? Can angles commit suicide… im so sorry… I dont ever want you in pain… srry for being a shithead and saying id suffer for oyu…. its stupid and my way of saying I love you. but I knwo youd be in more pain then me.. so Iplaese forgive me… ill be outta harms way and take my mtedicne and everythign to prevent you from suffering…… im sorry I drag you through all htat pain
Heres how ill prove my love…. ill live accroding to the Bible… ill be virtuos and full of character…. ill abhor evil and detest vice… ill be merciful to all…. kind to the rich and kind to the poor… ill spend ime with you and treat you like a queen … ill be there for you when you need me! and ill be a great husband and father
do you think God
is envious?
that HE wishes He
were another ?
OR Does He enjoy being Lord of all Creation ?
do you think God
worries?
that he get nervous
about a souls welbeing?
Or does He always have a plan without fail?
do you think God
feels pain
is it possible
for the Father to hurt?
what about when His people
are suffering… does He feel pain?
or is He perfection without blemish ?
do you think God
would save one
just because HE likes them so much
even if they aint a Christian?
can God redeem outside the cross?
(NO)
but does He feel bad they suffer eternally?
(YES)
what is God like, HIs personality type?
We have to examine His Son
its the closest we get
HE hates it when people dont believe HIm
when they doubt Him
when they test Him…
He loves innocent and those who love life
He doesnt care about your past
He cares about you
He wants to help HE wants to redeem
Hes a people person
He meditates on His own- possibly questioning Himself- possibly wondering if any will truly get Him- possiboly thinking of all the souls that will reject Him and the pain of the consuqeunce of their actions
He isnt forcefully unless extremle circumstance_ he is very gentle and kind
He loves people that have been rejected or made mistakes or feel alone and abandoned- I believe cause they listen to Him, they receive HIs love
He always has a plan0 and know s exactly what HE is doing…
He loves building up others to do HIs work… HE doesnt wanna do everything HImself
He doesn’t care about reigning over oyu- He wants to walk with oyu as an equal
He doesnt despise women- He values them if they know their rule
He demands alot out of you but HE equips you with everythign you need
He loves talking about truth and the important thigns with you…
Dear God Father and God the Son,
I wnat you to know I still think your greater than me. Even if I could somehow surpass oyu you created me so you are superior. But I dont care about that. I care about you my friend. I feel lke ive let you down… Cause im not relgiosu or praying our readoing my bible. I always wanted to make you proud. Be your best friend… forgive me Lord. Im sorry I got a little carried away. No one deserves to be the best friend of God. Im sure you two are best friends. I guess I wanted to say thanks for helping me get better and creating me and modeling me. I wish I could do some great act to show how much I love you. Or talk to you face to face like Moses. IM sure im pretty simplistic yto you. I want you to know Im etrmely gratified for my soul mate youve given me. Im sorry I love her more htna you. Im just overflowing with this endless love for her. If you send me to hell because of it .. you are righteous and just. I hope you dont but when I stand on the judgment seat you are Creator and I must answer for my love. My one request is that you save her from any pain in the afterlife. I kno wyour words ” if oyu love wife more htan me you are not worthy of me.” And im afraid I will always love her more. but im still gonna folow you and love you. Ill just Love her more. forgive me. I may love my children mroe too. BUt I will stil follow oyur book…. I love it;). If I odtn make it to heaven… please tell those I love that I will always acare abiut them … evne in hell… comfort them for me!!! Epecially my wife.. give her a better man to be wtih;) so she forgets about me.
Sorry God… for some reason I dont think youll send me to hell for loving my soul mate more.. I just feel guilty… like im not obeying Scripture.
I dont want your scripture to be a lie!!! I wanna belive it because its so pure so good so perfect. I want everyone to live by it!! To find deeper meaning and purpose. To find direction and inspiration and depth…
but honestly I feel deeper and more meaningful when I talk to her… cause she means so much more to me. when I make it to paradise… I dont care my rank… so long as im with her…. and if she were too good for me… id gladly be her shoe bearer or bodyguard or butler…. just so I could be around her and she her face and hear her voice… even if she was with another man…. id be jealous and torn.. but at least I coudl still be in her presence…. forgive me woman…
I was gonna try to wtrite a later to God but I dont care as mch
forgive me
dear woman,
there’s no way id ever let you be my anything but wife…. if I have power in heaven ill exalt you above all woman… lol as if I had any power…. but I would make them treat you kindly and with respect. adn u know you dont wnat them worshiping you.. but if I have power I would make them bow in your presence. WOUld you allow that? for me? it owuld Bring me great pleasur… if that bow before me or not is not as impoortant to me as them bowing before you. Becuase I would bow before you if you asked… but this is all ceremonial… and I dont think we are the king and queen of heaven…lol…can you imagine if we were… htats alot of people. and maybe once a month or something we visit with someone. .. id just love to meet everyone that mad ei tay know??? anyways ill write later love you
Gabrielle I want oyu to see the marvels and wonders that man can create!!!!! IMan was made in Gods image…. and GOd Creates God marvels God inspires God creates wonders… So as children of the Living God should not our duty be to follow in His footsteps? To create marevela ands wonders adn inspire… should we not seek to create glorious music to wirite poetry and great books to draw to scultp to dsieng to build all for Him and from Him… what good is God without man? ANd what good is man wihtout hte inspipration of God? I bet God enjoys seeing wonder sbeing built and reading poetry He already know and hearing nmusic to His ears and seeing us run adn play and work and do … I bet its fuflfiling to Him.. like hwat HE desired , to see His children go forth and propser and live. He loves eeiing us do thigns and socialize and sing and do all the amazing things He created us for!!!! I bet He enjoys watching sports and concerts and zoos (seeing people s reactions) HE LOVES HIS CREATION AND GAVE HEM ABULITY ND LOVES EWHN THEY US THEIR ABILITY AND DO. He loves life and loves men who wrok hard wherever or women who are amazing mothers!!!
I I wrong God? Are you entertained? I know you hate evil and lying and selfishness and backbiting and hared… but you love watching your innocent good creation dont you? I bet you especiallylove watching kids cause they are so full of life and innconee and purity and wonder
if I had to guess wh oGods favorite people were to watch … itd be teh honest the forthright the merciful the faithful teh true believer ( especially the true believer that follows Him) the pure teh kind (from the heart) and the compassionate the hard working
God… I think your great
but I stilll love her more… forgive me
Gabriel my Gabriel hero of God
Gabriella my Gabriella woman of God
angel my angel divine from God
spirit my spirt power from God
soul mate soul mate gift from God
woman my woman chosen by God
mj my mj heaven sent by God
Mary Jane my Mary Jane partner ordained by God
dream partner my dream partner perfected by God
dear woman my dear woman love form God incarnate
a chief of angels meets a run of the mill guy;) she brings out the best in Him;) They take on the world and under the blessing of their Creator reshape the world for peace prosperity and virtue – thats my novel im gonna live out!!
my lover brings me pride
with all the virtues she carries out
with all the beauty of soul
that shines forth as the sun
my lover brings me joy
with her care and compassion
and the unlimited. love
that she pours on me daily
my lover brings me want
want to do my best for her
want to sacrifice to make her life easier
want to be with her forever
I know I shioudnt write all these when ive never met her… its not that she isnt this… but I dont wnat her to have to live up to a standard… yet I believe she exemplifies everything I post naturally… so shes got nothing to worry about:0
imagine all the things ill write when I do get to know her!!! Im gonna aahve a gold mine of inspiration!!!